What is it worth, my life?
Two Master’s degrees.
A Bachelor’s degree.
A marriage to a wonderful and very successful man.
A son, lovable, handsome. brilliant.
These are all part of my life, components of my life.
But what is the sum total of it?
What am I worth? The elements that make up my body may fetch you $3.00!
How much did I contribute to the world?
So what am I worth? What is the sum total of me?
Don’t feel good, probably obvious.
Probably because of stopping Zoloft, my brain is in withdrawal for the effect of Serotonin. I just have to withstand it for 6 months to a year, easy. That is when, according to my doctor, my brain will normalize and the withdrawal effects of Zoloft will go away. Until then, I live with these fluctuations of mood and feeling like a rag doll.
Did go to the lab today, have started in earnest. Waiting for a project. Maybe that will make me feel worthwhile, feel I have worth, feel I am worthy.
There are so many things bothering me, but I am not sure if it is because of my mood or if they are really issues, so I will not speak of them here.
Just go on, put a smile on my face, turn off my brain and exist, live.