Once again the calendar has rolled around to this unbearably sad, this sad tragic day in our lives. My 26 year old brother, my beautiful, loving, sensitive, intelligent Farooq took his own life today. In fact, I believe that is a bit of a misconception. His depression took his life today. He did not. If someone could have been there to hold his hand and walk him away from certain doom, I firmly believe he would have been here today, and his two beautiful children would not have grown up fatherless. Father’s day for them, so close to when they lost their father every year, must seem like some sort of cosmic joke.
I wish I had been there for him when he was suffering so intensely. I miss him and love him very much. I always will.
I’m sorry this will be such a difficult day for you. I can only imagine how painful it must be. It’s okay to think of your memories with Farooq. You’ll make it through the day. Besides, your post today could possibly prevent someone else from taking their life. I try to keep that always in my mind when I write.
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I so appreciate your thought!
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Thank you so much Bradley! Not easy today, but yes I’ll make it.
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Excellent point that it’s the depression that took his life. I’m so sorry for your loss.
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Thank you Sheri!
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RIP Farooq
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Thank you dear Blah!
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Stay strong my friend. I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope that today won’t be too difficult. Remember we are here for you.
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Thank you dear Jess.
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I am so sorry for your loss. I think you wise to say that Farooq did not take his own life, depression did. It is something I struggle with every day.
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Do t ever let it take you. You would be missed immensely.
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DON’T ever let it take you. You would be missed immensely!
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Love to you and in memory of your beloved brother!
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Thank you Dyane 💞💞
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Just heartbreaking
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Thank you
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