Have Hope

I am reposting this due to some technical difficulties with the original post.

This, my first video blog post, is for people who have been newly diagnosed  with bipolar disorder. Just know that there is hope. And if I can do it so can you. And yes, meditation, yoga, relaxation, all that is great for you but it can not take the place of medication, specifically a mood stabilizer.i mean if you had kidney disease, would you think yoga, meditation, and relaxation would make you all better? No, you would not, you would take medication for it. Well bipolar disorder is a disease and you need to take medication for that as well. So remember, mood stabilizers and Hope are what you need.

Antidepressant Bloopers aka My Son the Antidepressant! Hahaha

Got frustrated at the end, but my son is hilarious and cute!

So I went to the dentist today, and they gave me WHAT? Epinephrine!?

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Yes, so I went to the dentist today to get a regular cleaning. First time in Louisville. Yes, I know, I’ve been ignoring my dental health since we moved here… so anyway, I thought it’s time to remedy that. This was the first time I’d been to this dentist. Some chiding for not having gone to the dentist in a while,  x-rays, a regular cleaning, and I’d be on my way, or so I thought. On the first visit, they just took x-rays and sent me home. On the second visit, they said they were only going to clean the teeth on my right side. They said they were going to give me an anesthetic, so the deep cleaning they were going to give me wouldn’t hurt. Ok. First they swabbed some anesthetic on my gums. Then they injected some short acting anesthetic, sticking me SIX times. Then they injected long acting anesthetic, sticking me another SIX times, this was to avoid pain??? After the long acting injections, my heart started to race like I’d run a 20 second mile! I told them I was having an adverse reaction as my heart was racing and I was feeling very jittery, deep breath. They very calmly informed me that that was the epinephrine in the long acting anesthetic to constrict the blood vessels so the anesthetic wouldn’t diffuse away. Epinephrine!!!!!???? They very calmly told me, that what I was experiencing was the fight or flight response in response to said epinephrine! Deep breaths, deep breaths. I said “You gave me what? Epinephrine? Do you know I have bipolar d/o, and the last time I was given epinephrine (in the form of Wellbutryn,) I has MASSIVE panic attacks!?!” I had written down in my history forms that I had bipolar disorder. They obviously didn’t read those. Giving someone with bipolar disorder epinephrine… really? This is a neurotransmitter, as such, it has effects on the brain, and the effect it has on my brain is a very undesirable one, namely severe panic attacks! They said “Oh well, it is a minuscule dose.” Well their minuscule dose had my heart racing and anxiety coursing through my brain and body. Luckily, oh so luckily, I didn’t have a full on panic attack, just anxiety, jitteriness, shaking muscles, and a deep desire to flee from there. I sat through the cleaning of the teeth on my right side, shaking and jittery. The left side is to be cleaned on October 8th. I’m canceling that appointment and finding myself a dentist who doesn’t even know what epinephrine is!

For cleaning my teeth, to avoid pain, they gave me topical anesthetic, short acting (six needle sticks) and long acting (six needle sticks) anesthetic and THREE appointments! Are they freaking out of their minds? Who does that? I’ve been having my teeth cleaned forever, and never have I been subjected to this, what do I call it but, craziness! I am still sitting here, shaking and jittery, and this is after almost 12 hours!

For god’s sake, how do you know what you are going to be subjected to? I thought I was going for a routine cleaning and then this… if he had told me he was going to give me epinephrine, I would immediately have disabused him of that notion. Before leaving, I did tell him that I had filled out forms in which I has written down that I had bipolar d/o. And that to give someone with bipolar d/o epinephrine is never a good idea, except maybe if they are going into anaphylactic shock, then it is a matter of life and death. I told him that the brains of people who have bipolar d/o are very sensitive and cannot be subjected to neurotransmitters, it can have catastrophic consequences, like the onset of mania. Now I am sitting here, checking every few minutes on myself, to make sure I have not been thrown into a manic phase. I don’t think so, but my heart rate is still up and my muscles are still shaky. Hopefully, I’ve dodged a bullet, a bullet that came out of a dentist’s syringe. And hopefully, now they will read history forms and inform people of what they are injecting into them before they actually inject it. Of course, I will keep monitoring myself, unbelievable as it sounds, for signs that a manic phase is on its way. I feel like an innocent bystander, who has just been run over by an 18 wheeler. Just need to calm down. Deep breaths. And plan my day tomorrow, some concrete, calming things and get some sleep. And never go anywhere near this dentist’s office again.

And to all of my blog mates, please be careful, we people with sensitive biochemistries have to be very careful who gives us what where.

Just a note: Epinephrine is a neurotransmitter and has effects on the brain and also on the body, such as making our hearts race when the fight or flight response is elicited. The reason it is called epinephrine is this: EPI means on top of, NEPHRINE refers to the kidney. It is made by the adrenal glands that sit on top of the kidney, therefore EPI-NEPHRINE. It is also called Adrenalin, because it is made by the adrenal glands. So epinephrine and adrenalin are the exact same thing. Another related molecule is norepinephrine, which is also called noradrenalin. Just FYI 🙂

A composite peripheral blood gene expression measure as a potential diagnostic biomarker in bipolar disorder

In this study, Munkholm et al, out of the 19 genes they looked at, they have found that two genes (POLG and OGG1) were down regulated in bipolar patients versus normal controls. One gene (NDUFV2) was up regulated in depressed patients versus euthymic (in a normal state) patients. These genes are involved in mitochondrial function and DNA repair. very interesting indeed. Mitochondria are organelles which are the power houses of cells, providing all the energy a cell needs, through oxidative phosphorylation, in the form of adenosine triphosphate (ATP). If there is something wrong with mitochondria, then oxidative cellular energy production suffers. People with chronic fatigue syndrome are thought to have mitochondrial abnormalities. I can see how may be involved in bipolar disorder, as in mania, there is an overabundance of energy and in depression, the opposite. Not only that, but psychiatric symptoms are often seen in people who have mitochondrial diseases!

Of course, DNA repair is crucial for the survival of cells. If damage occurs in DNA and is not repaired, a mutation persists. Genes cannot function properly with mutations in them. Some mutations actually turn normal genes into oncogenes, meaning cancer causing genes. Many diseases are caused by single nucleotide mutations, for example cystic fibrosis, sickle cell anemia, and Tay Sachs disease are all caused by a change in one nucleotide of a gene. DNA repair can be a contributing factor to any disease.

These genes (POLG, OGG1, NDU1FV2) and their levels can be used as a composite biomarker for bipolar disorder. And studying the genes can also shed light as to the molecular mechanism of bipolar disorder.

http://www.nature.com/tp/journal/v5/n8/full/tp2015110a.html

A composite peripheral blood gene expression measure as a potential diagnostic biomarker in bipolar disorder

ABSTRACT

Gene expression in peripheral blood has the potential to inform on pathophysiological mechanisms and has emerged as a viable avenue for the identification of biomarkers. Here, we aimed to identify gene expression candidate genes and to explore the potential for a composite gene expression measure as a diagnostic and state biomarker in bipolar disorder. First, messenger RNA levels of 19 candidate genes were assessed in peripheral blood mononuclear cells of 37 rapid cycling bipolar disorder patients in different affective states (depression, mania and euthymia) during a 6–12-month period and in 40 age- and gender-matched healthy control subjects. Second, a composite gene expression measure was constructed in the first half study sample and independently validated in the second half of the sample. We found down regulation of POLG andOGG1 expression in bipolar disorder patients compared with healthy control subjects. In patients with bipolar disorder, up regulation of NDUFV2 was observed in a depressed state compared with a euthymic state. The composite gene expression measure for discrimination between patients and healthy control subjects on the basis of 19 genes generated an area under the receiver-operating characteristic curve of 0.81 (P<0.0001) in sample 1, which was replicated with a value of 0.73 (P<0.0001) in sample 2, corresponding with a moderately accurate test. The present findings of altered POLG,OGG1 and NDUFV2 expression point to disturbances within mitochondrial function and DNA repair mechanisms in bipolar disorder. Further, a composite gene expression measure could hold promise as a potential diagnostic biomarker.

In the present study, we investigated the expression of 19 candidate biomarker genes in the PBMCs in rapid cycling bipolar disorder patients longitudinally across different affective states and as repeated measures in healthy control subjects. We found downregulation of two genes, POLG and OGG1, in bipolar disorder patients compared with healthy control subjects after correction for multiple testing and adjusting for possible confounders. In comparisons between affective states, we found increasedNDUFV2 expression in a depressed state compared with a euthymic state. Further, a composite gene expression measure was constructed on the basis of individual gene expression levels and its discriminant capacity validated in an independent cohort. The composite gene expression measure for discrimination between bipolar disorder patients and healthy control subjects based on 19 genes generated an area under the ROC curve of 0.81 (P<0.0001) in sample 1, which was replicated with a value of 0.73 (P<0.0001) in sample 2. This corresponds with a moderately accurate test38 and surpassed that based on an abbreviated set of genes, identified by being more closely associated with a bipolar diagnosis.

OGG1 expression dysregulation is a novel finding in bipolar disorder. OGG1encodes the 8-oxoguanine DNA glycosylase, the primary enzyme responsible for the excision of 8-oxoguanine (8-oxodG), an oxidated DNA guanine nucleoside resulting from exposure to reactive oxygen species. In knockout mice, it has consistently been demonstrated that lacking an OGG1 repair system leads to increased accumulation of oxidative DNA lesions.39 Animal studies further suggest that OGG1 deficiency could increase susceptibility to neurodegeneration under conditions of increased oxidative stress.40Accumulation of oxidatively generated DNA damage has been associated with cardiovascular disease41 and diabetes,42 which are also associated with bipolar disorder. Further, oxidatively generated DNA damage may contribute to a shortened lifespan,43 also observed in bipolar disorder.44 Recently, we showed high levels of oxidatively generated damage to DNA in this cohort, for the first time demonstrating elevated levels of urinary excreted 8-oxodG in bipolar disorder patients through all affective phases (hypomania/mania, depression and euthymia) compared with healthy control subjects.21 It is thus possible that the OGG1 downregulation identified in the present study may lead to accumulation of oxidative DNA lesions and increased total levels of oxidatively generated damage to DNA, reflected by the observed high levels of 8-oxodG that was previously reported.21 The relationship between base excision repair and urinary excretion of oxidatively damaged nucleosides, however, is complex and incompletely understood,45 and a causal relationship cannot be established on the basis of our findings.

POLG downregulation in bipolar disorder has previously been demonstrated in lymphoblastoid cells;8 however, we believe our study is the first to demonstratePOLGdownregulation in PBMCs of bipolar disorder patients. Mutations in thePOLG gene encoding the catalytic gamma subunit of mitochondrial DNA polymerase cause multiple deletions or depletion of mitochondrial DNA alone or in combination and are associated with mitochondrial diseases with a wide range of clinical manifestations.46 Interestingly, transgenic mice with brain-specific expression of mutant POLG exhibit a phenotype resembling bipolar disorder with antidepressant-induced mania-like behavior and periodic activity related to estrous cycle in female animals.47 The mood-stabilizer valproate was additionally demonstrated to alter POLG gene expression in vitro.48Mitochondrial dysfunction has been linked with the pathophysiology of bipolar disorder49and clinically, high rates of comorbidity between mitochondrial disorders and bipolar disorder, with psychiatric symptoms often being the prominent and presenting feature of mitochondrial disorders.50 Mice expressing a proof-reading-deficient version ofPOLGdisplay features of accelerated aging and a shortened lifespan51 as well as gender-dependent hypertension,52 which is noteworthy considering that bipolar disorder is associated with cellular signs of accelerated aging53 and a high occurrence of cardiovascular comorbidity.54 Our finding of aberrant gene expression of POLG lends further support to a role for POLG in bipolar disorder pathophysiology.

DISCUSSION

NDUFV2 expression has not previously been described in PBMCs of bipolar disorder patients and state-related alterations of NDUFV2 specifically have not been investigated. The nuclear gene NDUFV2 encodes the NADH dehydrogenase (ubiquinone) flavoprotein 2a subunit of the mitochondrial complex I, which is involved in oxidative phosphorylation and proton transport. Several lines of evidence implicateNDUFV2 in bipolar disorder. NDUFV2 is located at 18p11, a reported susceptibility locus for bipolar disorder55 and polymorphisms in the upstream region of NDUFV2 have also been associated with bipolar disorder.56,57 Further, upregulation of NDUFV2 expression in postmortem brain samples from bipolar disorder patients compared with healthy control subjects have been described.58 Three studies have investigated NDUFV2expression in lymphoblastoid cell lines, with inconsistent findings of both downregulation ofNDUFV2 in bipolar I patients20, 57 and upregulation in bipolar II patients,20whereas one study found no differences between bipolar disorder patients and healthy control subjects.59 One possible reason for the discrepant findings may be that the previous studies included patients in various affective states, not having characterized the affective state of participants. Our finding of upregulation of NDUFV2 expression in a depressed state compared with a euthymic state could indicate that alterations ofNDUFV2 expression are state related, suggesting a possible role for NDUFV2 as a state biomarker.

Of note, our finding of upregulation of just one gene in primary analysis, thePGAM1, in bipolar disorder patients compared with healthy control subjects mirrored previous findings in lymphoblastoid cells.19

Our investigation of a composite gene expression measure yielded somewhat promising results. The likelihood ratios for the composite gene expression scores were overall modest (<3 and >0.3 for LR [+] and LR [], respectively), which indicates a relatively small effect on posttest probability corresponding to a limited value as a diagnostic test by itself. This indicated a relatively small shift in the probability of a correct diagnosis using the full gene set, however, not excluding a somewhat useful property for the test in certain situations. Choosing a cutoff on the composite measure that placed equal value on sensitivity and specificity, a sensitivity of 78% and specificity of 60% was obtained in the first sample with values of 62 and 75% in the second sample. Although the values obtained in the first sample are likely inflated by nature, the sensitivity and specificity values obtained in the second sample are comparable to tests in the other areas of medicine such as the prostate-specific antigen test for prostate cancer (sensitivity of 21% and specificity of 91%)60 and the MagStream HemSp fecal immunochemical test for the detection of colonic neoplasms (sensitivity of 23.2% and specificity of 87.6%).61The superior discriminant capacity of the composite measure based on the full set of genes as compared with the abbreviated set is indicative of the importance of including several individual potential biomarkers, which by themselves may contribute only discretely. Further, it is possible that the additional inclusion of laboratory values on a protein level, that is, inflammatory markers and markers of oxidative stress could increase the strength of the composite measure as a useful diagnostic test.

Our study benefitted from several methodological aspects. We applied careful standardization of blood sampling conditions, adhering to a short interval during the morning and obtaining samples in a fasting state. We further ensured blinding of laboratory staff to participant status and, crucially, we measured the expression of several candidate reference genes and evaluated their stability in contrast to previous studies7, 8, 12 that included only one reference gene, which is not recommended.62 We further used a split sample design in the evaluation of the full composite gene expression measure, allowing for testing this in independent samples. Finally, we assessed gene expression prospectively in patients during depressive, manic and euthymic states, which no other study has done.

Some limitations apply to the present study. First, the sample size was relatively small, and because not all patients experienced episodes of all polarities, the amount of between-subject variation relative to within-subject variation was therefore relatively large. Future studies should include larger sample sizes that would potentially allow for strict within-subject analyses and a further exploration of biomarker candidates to function in a personalized manner. Second, our findings primarily relate to mitochondrial function, which is influenced by lithium, mood-stabilizers and antipsychotics,63 although the direction and nature of the association is not uniform and knowledge about the effect of medication on gene expression in peripheral blood is limited. As the included bipolar disorder patients were medicated, we cannot entirely rule out the possibility that differences in the gene expression between bipolar disorder and healthy control subjects were due to, or at least partially explained by, an effect of medication. The effect of medication on OGG1 and POLG expression in bipolar disorder patients in vivo has not previously been investigated. POLG expression has been demonstrated to increase in vitro after valproate administration,48 potentially indicating, that the downregulation we observed was not due to mood-stabilizing medication. Findings of NDUFV2 expression in lymphoblastoid cells that are likely free of influence of medication are inconsistent, showing both elevated and decreasedNDUFV2 gene expression in bipolar disorder patients compared with healthy control subjects,20 and one small study (n=4) foundNDUFV2 upregulated after the administration of valproate but unaltered after lithium administration.20 The effect of medication on NDUFV2 expression is thus unclear, not giving specific indication as to the potential influence of medication on the finding of upregulated NDUFV2 expression in a depressed state compared with a euthymic state in bipolar disorder patients in the present study.

In comparisons between affective states within bipolar disorder patients, however, medication likely did not influence results to a large degree, as majority of the patients did not change medication during the study. Along these lines, exploratory analyses did not indicate an influence of medication on the composite gene expression measure discriminating between affective states in bipolar disorder patients. In future studies, it will be valuable to study unmedicated patients in comparison with healthy control subjects. However, for comparisons between affective states, it is likely not feasible to study unmedicated rapid cycling bipolar disorder patients longitudinally, due to the severity of illness. Third, the abbreviated composite gene expression measure was developed in the entire sample and the split sample design, therefore, did not constitute a genuine replication in the abbreviated gene set. Finally, the mean duration of illness for the bipolar disorder patients was relatively long and because neurobiological mechanisms potentially differ depending on the illness stage,64 findings may not be generalizable to all the bipolar disorder patients.

An issue that applies to studies investigating gene expression in peripheral blood in general pertains to the relationship between gene expression in the brain and that of peripheral blood. Although it is unclear to what extent peripheral blood gene expression patterns reflect those of the brain,65 peripheral blood cells express a large proportion of the genes in the human genome66 and a significant proportion of SNP-expression relationships are conserved between the brain and peripheral blood lymphocytes.67 The peripheral blood transcriptome may thus reflect system-wide biology and as such be a relevant tissue source for biomarker candidates. However, it is not clear whether it is a relevant surrogate tissue in relation to the brain.68

Candidate gene expression markers for the present study were selected a prioriusing a hypothesis-driven and transparent approach on the basis of previous gene expression findings and current hypotheses regarding the pathophysiology of bipolar disorder. The method involved combining potential biomarkers within multiple pathways in an effort to capture some of the complexity involved in the pathophysiology of bipolar disorder. Biomarker discovery in neurodegenerative69and medical disorders such as cancer,70diabetes and cardiovascular disease71have used both a hypothesis-driven and a hypothesis-free, data-driven approach. Although facing the challenge of identifying clinically meaningful biomarkers,72 a systems-based approach integrating hypothesis-free biomarker discovery and networks is, by itself, likely superior, given its ability to better interrogate the multivariate and combinatorial characteristics of cellular networks, that are implicated in complex disorders,73 and a combination of both data-driven methods and knowledge-based hypotheses-driven methods appear promising.74In this regard, our strictly hypothesis-driven approach could be considered a limitation.

In conclusion, our results suggest a potential for a composite gene expression measure as a diagnostic biomarker of bipolar disorder. In addition, we demonstrated aberrant regulation of the POLG, NDUFV2 and, for the first time, the OGG1 gene, pointing to disturbances within mitochondrial function and DNA damage repair mechanisms as pathophysiological mechanisms in bipolar disorder. The findings need replication in larger samples.

Some Thoughts on the “Nasal spray device for mental illness” Post

I saw the article “Nasal spray device for mental illness” (http://www.neuroscientistnews.com/clinical-updates/nasal-spray-device-mental-illness) article late last night and decided to simply post it because it was so interesting (https://bipolar1blog.wordpress.com/2015/08/28/nasal-spray-device-for-mental-illness/) Somehow, even though I didn’t post it on my FB Bipolar1Blog page, my statistics show that it’s gotten 25 views! That is a huge amount of traffic in less than 12 hours! People are looking for new ways to treat mental illness, obviously, we all are. And here is a novel way, using a nasal spray. Although not so novel if you think about people whose noses are/were rimmed with white powder in rest rooms of fancy restaurants, coming out with glassy eyes and torrential conversations and activity. That would be the first intranasal “therapy” for whatever you thought ailed you. Just something that occurred to me, no disrespect to people with mental illness or old or new or developing treatments for mental illness! Anyway, we’ve known for a long time that substances can reach the brain through the nose, (nose http://www.webmd.com/brain/news/20010222/this-nasal-spray-may-clear-your-brain-not-your-sinuses) There are nerve endings in the nose from two very powerful nerves, the olfactory nerve and the trigeminal nerve. And both these nerves obviously have their roots in the brain. So if substances can travel these nerve “super highways”, they can get directly into the brain without having to go into the bloodstream, thereby avoiding the blood brain barrier. Large molecules such as Oxytocin, cannot cross the blood brain barrier. It is also faster to send molecules to the brain through the nasal route than to have them enter the bloodstream, go to the heart and then be pumped out to the rest of the body and brain.

So these researchers in Oslo decided to look at Oxytocin, a molecule that promotes social interaction, eases pregnancy, childbirth, and milk letdown after the birth of the infant. They observe that people with autism, schizophrenia, and bipolar d/o have poor social functioning, so a dose of Oxytocin will help them be better in social interactions. Since Oxytocin is a large molecule, it wouldn’t pass the blood brain barrier, so they decided to try this nasal route. It helps if you have a big nose, and if you breathe. The Oxytocin goes directly to the brain and “The research showed that only those administered a low dose of oxytocin experienced an effect on how they perceived social signals.”

The researchers say that these effects were seen in only the men who received low doses of Oxytocin intranasally. The effects were not seen in men who received Oxytocin intravenously.

Whatever the effects were, whether Oxytocin can be used as a therapy for mental illness or not, this study is important because it shows that drugs can be delivered intranasally, directly to the brain, avoiding the blood circulation and the blood brain barrier and or GI/stomach problems. More drugs can be tested for intranasal delivery. A quicker and hopefully more effective route into the brain, leading to more effective therapies for treating mental/neurological illnesses.

A Urine Test to Distinguish Between Bipolar Disorder and Major Depressive Disorder

Basically 6 metabolites in urine can be used to determine whether a person has bipolar d/o (BPD) or major depressive disorder (MDD) depending on the levels of the metabolites. If this is really valid, it is a valuable test, as BPD patients cannot be put on anti depressants (like MDD patients can) because they will be pushed into full blown mania. This would be a really great diagnostic tool!

http://pubs.acs.org/doi/abs/10.1021/acs.jproteome.5b00434

Bipolar disorder (BD) is a complex debilitating mental disorder that is often misdiagnosed as major depressive disorder (MDD). Therefore, a large percentage of BD subjects are incorrectly treated with antidepressants in clinical practice. To address this challenge, objective laboratory-based tests are needed to discriminate BD from MDD patients. Here, a combined gas chromatography–mass spectrometry (GC–MS)-based and nuclear magnetic resonance (NMR) spectroscopic-based metabonomic approach was performed to profile urine samples from 76 MDD and 43 BD subjects (training set) to identify the differential metabolites. Samples from 126 healthy controls were included as metabolic controls. A candidate biomarker panel was identified by further analyzing these differential metabolites. A testing set of, 50 MDD and 28 BD subjects was then used to independently validate the diagnostic efficacy of the identified panel using an area under the receiver operating characteristic curve (AUC). A total of 20 differential metabolites responsible for the discrimination between MDD and BD subjects were identified. A panel consisting of six candidate urinary metabolite biomarkers (propionate, formate, (R*,S*)2,3-dihydroxybutanoic acid, 2,4-dihydroxypyrimidine, phenylalanine, and β-alanine) was identified. This panel could distinguish BD from MDD subjects with an AUC of 0.913 and 0.896 in the training and testing sets, respectively. These results reveal divergent urinary metabolic phenotypes between MDD and BD. The identified urinary biomarkers can aid in the future development of an objective laboratory-based diagnostic test for distinguishing BD from MDD patients.

Dr. Patrick McKeon presents Bipolar Disorder

A wonderful video describing the mental, emotional, and physical symptoms of bipolar d/o.

He talks about slowing down in depression and speeding up in mania, or elation as he calls it.

Very informative, highly recommend watching it.

Thank you Christina Tacaclu for this video. Christina is the newest member of my Bipolar1Blog group on Facebook 🙂

Armor not shackles!

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Just saw this graphic, and I absolutely love it! It resonated with me so much. I wanted to share it with all my blog readers and friends. As a person with bipolar disorder, with a family history of bipolar disorder, tragedy has certainly touched my life. My grandmother lost her brother at a young age, most likely to bipolar disorder, and I lost my precious, beloved brother Farooq, he was only 26 years old. So, to see this graphic put into clear words something that I was always (subconsciously) trying to do, it is helpful and inspiring, and emotional all at the same time. Imagine, all your tragedies are now your armor, they strengthen you by having gone through them, they do not shackle you to weakness.

This is so empowering for me that I really wanted to share it, hopefully all who see it will get the same empowering message as I did. Love and peace.

What do WE think about? We think about Side Effects.

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I have severe seasonal allergies, I always knew I did. Two days ago, I went to see my allergist (who I’ve been seeing for food allergies 😦 ) and he looked inside my nose (eeeek) and told me he was surprised that I could breathe as there was so much inflammation in my nostrils. So he recommended a steroid shot (100 mg Depo Medrol), some heavy duty anti allergy meds (Montelukast) and a steroid and antihistamine nose spray. And instead of being overjoyed that my allergies are being treated and will soon be gone, I went into panic mode. Steroid injection?! Will it send me straight into depression or, sometimes infinitely worse, mania?? Here are the psychiatric side effects for Depo Medrol: Psychiatric reactions, such as mood changes (including irritability, depression and suicidal thoughts), psychotic reactions (including mania, delusions and hallucinations), anxiety, confusion, memory loss, sleep disturbances.

What about the Montelukast? Here are the psychiatric side effects listed for it: aggression, anxiousness, dream abnormalities and hallucinations, depression, insomnia, irritability, restlessness, suicidal thinking and behavior (including suicide), and tremor. By the way, it’s very interesting that the Montelukast, which is an anti leukotriene, causes psychological side effects. Leukotrienes are molecules produced by leukocytes or white cells (the warriors of our immune system), they cause bronchial smooth muscle contraction, they attract other white cells to the vicinity. These are 3 – 4 times more potent in their effects as histamine. Anyway, the point is that once again there is a connection between our immune system and mental illness. There are many such connections. I will write a post about it soon.

For most people, a steroid shot for allergies is just an inconvenience. For people with mental illness, it is something to be thought about carefully, and even then, it could be an undoer of a life you have oh so carefully, with trembling, tired hands, put together. The same can be said for the leukotriene inhibitors, such as Montelukast.

So, now what do I do? Well I have two options, take them, or not take them. And I will discuss these issues with my psychiatrist and my allergist. In the final analysis though, it’s being injected into me, and I will react to it in whatever way I will, so the decision is mine. Scary, going into the unknown, I’m hoping that all will be well, mood as well as allergies.

5035 Views of Bipolar1Blog!

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Today I reached over 5000 views on this blog. Woohoo! I started this blog because I wanted to tell my story, because I was tired of semi hiding the fact that I had bipolar d/o. And most importantly, I started this blog so that other people who have mental illnesses might read my posts and find some comfort in them, find some help in them, some solace and strength. Thank you viewers, readers and friends for reading Bipolar1Blog!